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Words like violence
AtsakytiPanaikintiBreak the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
in: Depeche Mode - Violator
Muchas gracias por tu atención.
AtsakytiPanaikinticomo estás cholo
mujer soltera busca
un hombre que le haga sentir mariposas en la panza
que le detenga el corazón cuando amague besarla
que le arranque chispas de la piel
y la rescate del papel
de niña enamorada
Es...
Sin Destino y sin Dirección
construye castillos con libros viejos
sueña con irse a algún mundo lejos
y traza mapas para algún viaje
a dónde el sol nunca se escape
Es...
Escrito en 2010
un demonio bajo la piel
0 voces
es el ángel de mis momentos mas negros
la musa de los silencios eternos
es palabra redentora y la peor tentación
es el sonido roto del decir amor
Es...
Escrito en 2010
dormir
0 voces
el silencio es un ruido blanco
que brilla en lo oscuro
que quiebra en lo más alto
Es...
Escrito en 2010
Si yo soy así qué voy a hacer
0 voces
podría decir que te quiero
de una forma egoísta
y siempre en silencio
o que tengo miedo
de las voces autistas
que suenan de nuevo
Es...
Escrito en 2010
I haven't said enough
0 voces
no digas más
no digas silencio
no calles soledad
no ves que no quiero
estar otra vez tan mal
no ves que me muero
si vos no estás?
Es...
te deixo um roteiro 3 /6 /4
AtsakytiPanaikintibou ver kim politikus est
3ª??
Morfina
Por favor por favor mi amor
dame algo para calmar el dolor
un poco de humo dulzón
un traguito de alcohol
o sólo arrancame el corazón.
Es...
Escrito en 2010
BREAKDOWN
0 voces
si el mundo se cae
pero yo no caigo con él
quizá el mundo va a aplastarme
y desapareceré entre los escombros
¡pero no quiero al mundo sobre mis hombros!
Es...
Escrito en 2010
hypermusic
0 voces
su cara
esa maldita máscara
que se adivina en sombras
se forma de las sobras
del corazón roto
de otro
Es...
Escrito en 2010
perder
0 voces
temo el día en que tu sonrisa deje de perfilarse en los hilos de humo
y no me recuerde a tu perfume el café del desayuno
o no pueda dibujar la forma de tus labios en mi mente
(entonces
sólo sabré llamar a nadie con mis manos de demente)
Es...
Escrito en 2010
be strong
0 voces
tengo que
hacerme fuerte
ponerme en pie
tentar la suerte
empezar otra vez
Es...
sangra y huye
0 voces
me fui queriendo quedarme
tenía miedo
me obligué a alejarme
pero te quiero
no puedo negarte
Es...
Escrito en 2010
cocaine
0 voces
cuando lo oscuro se vuelve un refugio
para lo que no querés ver
o la noche se hace morada
de lo que pudiera ser.
Es...
Escrito en 2010
levántate y camina como un león
0 voces
amar duele.
duele como todas esas cosas que hacen vivir,
que te hacen inmensa, incomparablemente feliz.
amar duele.
duele de miedo a perderlo o a no alcanzar las expectativas
o a dejar de amar algún día
y no poder nunca recordar lo bello que era ese dolor.
después de todo, todo lo que duele rima con amor.
amar duele y a todos nos va el masoquismo,
para qué negarlo,
amar es otro vicio.
Es...
Escrito en 2010
Oscuridades
0 voces
incluso sonriendo cantando bebiendo
en el borde de su boca hay palabras rotas
alegría fingida, la musa dormida
y una ciudad fantasma que sueña en la nada
Es...
Escrito en 2010
llamador de ángeles
0 voces
tintinea canturrea
la palabra soledad
en su danza se marea
el que llegó hasta acá
Es...
Escrito en 2010
rosas sin espinas
0 voces
tiene el olor de la luz en los huesos
y el latir muy lejos del mundo nuestro
Es...
Escrito en 2010
la amas porque está muerta
0 voces
papeles rotos en los muros
de sus silencios más puros
Es...
Escrito en 2010
en los huesos
0 voces
¿vas a dejar que esas voces sigan gritando en tu cabeza?
(vas a dejar que ellas destrocen toda esa belleza)
Es...
Escrito en 2010
Un dios
0 voces
mientras duermo
hay demonios
acariciando mis sueños
hay música y payasos
bailan una danza loca
haciéndose pedazos
Es...
Escrito en 2010
No
0 voces
ya no corren
tocan pero
no sienten
y espero
¿o es que mienten?
tocan pero
pero no
rozan el vacío
aunque éste frío
tenga la forma de tu rostro
en realidad
es sólo otro monstruo
de la madrugada
(no dicen nada)
Es...
Escrito en 2010
come back and hug me
0 voces
a pesar de todo sonrío al sentirte cerca
al notar en tu contacto la piel desierta
Es...
Escrito en 2010
cuadrados
0 voces
niños que sólo saben cerrar la ausencia con palabras
sombras que luego nacen en la niebla de madrugada
Es...
Escrito en 2010
La Palabra
0 voces
no sabía hablar y la única rebeldía posible
le era un grito más allá de lo humano
un aullido demasiado real para ser creíble
Es...
Canción para mi muerte
qué hierba mala o flor marchita
seré cuando mis huesos se pudran
desaparezcan mis últimos restos
y mi alma se hunda?
Rede an den kleinen Mann sabias que no ay uno com este título se tivesses posto Reich
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olha que isto consome muito tempo
grapes of wrath....e só lês aquelas partes do êxodo dos okies passas 20 páginas sem as ler
quem te conheça que te compre...
mas foi só até ós 12 que depois passou-me
e um livro é como uma paixão cada um tem as suas ou isso ou aumentavam o espaço...
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ok eu já augmentei listage,
AtsakytiPanaikintiWords like violence
AtsakytiPanaikintiBreak the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
yep conhecido mas vem a propósito
talvez para 22
The Girl with a few words
AtsakytiPanaikintishe's a killer.. she's a keeper
HOW do i know good movies from boring movies..
well.. simple!
while the movie is being played.. i predict!
if it comes to my expectations.. then its a boring movie
if it exceeded my predictions?
THEN ITS A VERY VERY GOOD MOVIE..
i saw the kung fu boy today.. which is okay! cuz... i predicted everything.. even the hits that kiddo got..
i think i saw a movie about that before.. karate kid or something.. SAME EXACT PRINCIPLE..
i loved the company though.. so no regrets.. PLUS.. I LOVE JAKIE CHAN
I LOVE THE KILLERS MOVIE.. its a new one.. go see it! :P
OH GOD.. when did i become this picky?
anyway i dont remember a movie that i hated... except for one called the OUT LANDER.. i slept in the movies..i dont remember whats it all about.. but wai333
dont buy the poster.. its lying.
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Labels: movies
quote
Monday, June 21, 2010
"all parents damage their children. it cannot be helped. youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhood completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair."
source: the five people you meet in heaven. Mitch Album.
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Labels: Books, quotes
6 things about myself.
list down 6 secrets that no one would notice or know upon meeting me for the first time…
1- im a NERD.. you would've not guessed that upon our first encounter i suppose.
2- i love sweets. A LOT.. i could survive on it entirely. plus, i do think its a food group all by itself..
3- im into weird unusual things.. in pretty much everything. if had to choose between two things. i'd probably pick the weirdest lol
4- im so clumsy and disoriented. i could get myself hurt effortlessly. with pretty much anything.. or without anything in fact..
5- im a loud gum chewer..
6- i always smile.. to the point where people think i got nothing to worry about ( its true, i've been told so.), which is not true. i just cant frown.. not in front of others anyway.
as one less reason said it ( all i got are screams inside but somehow they come out in a smile..)
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Labels: Me, tagged
mumbling
Saturday, June 19, 2010
going through this life
you meet people..
in you future
in your past.
right now
you make them
friends or foes.
you learn from them
and they do from you
just make sure when
you cross their path
to leave a greener grass
thats what i try to do.
not every time it works though
most of the times i make huge mistakes.
i do fuck up
and being mortal and weak
is not an excuse
i do try to cut my loss
to make peace
and carry on
i'll go away
instead of remaining unwanted
but i make sure
that my heart is pure
and my hands are clean
i dont have enemies
not that i know off anyway
i might be hurt
but i know that with time
i'll forget the pain
yet the memory will linger in my brain
just like good warm feelings
how they always remain
im not anything like buddha believe me
i just lose the interest to hold on to a grudge for too long
but when it comes to my mistakes
they're like water proof markers..
hard to wash away
with water or time..
seems almost impossible
so they linger
on and on
until they get the best in me..
and then i realize something
i might have an enemy after all
its me
my own enemy.
its the person on my reflection
and every time i try
i fail
to make peace with myself.
and it kills me
or it did..
i can never be sure
but its a murder
and a homo-side
all at the same time..
deep moments, memories, mood swings, mumbling, my poems i have this obsession
AtsakytiPanaikintii feel like blogging all the time
and i think i know why..
because i've been thinking A LOT for the past couple of days.. and when i do.. my mind bonders and wonders and its like it goes away from its place (my humble head) and floats around.. ( one time it went all the way to mars and got back thankfully before i lost it for good)..
i feel...
(DAM IT I FORGOT TO KEEP UP WITH MY GRATITUDE JOURNAL.. huff.. im at my cousins place and ive been sleeping over for the past week and so. i forgot to keep up with my journal.. -.-" i have to write in it daily...) anyways.. i just remembered that and its shock made me forget what i was saying..
as i was saying..
i've been feeling WAY BETTER.. since i got out of the house..
not that our house is depressing..
just the people in it lol .. jk.. ( not)..blaah..
nesait shkint bagool..
the thing is.. i feel better here..
ALIVE..
aaah.. im getting distracted..
“I Will Do One Thing Today” To-Do List
A Commitment to One Thing a Day
Some people spend 90% of their time organizing their time. Some tackle to-do lists peppered with insignificance that stretch a mile long. And still, there are others who refuse to do anything at all.
As for me, I am committed to doing one thing a day, and that has made all the difference.
The One Thing To-Do List
What one thing will you do today?
Get out a blank sheet of paper and a pen. Write “I will do one thing today!” in big letters across the page. Then list your one thing at the bottom. It should look something like this:
Make your own “I Will Do One Thing Today” to-do list every morning and get it done before you get sidetracked with unimportant stuff.
Give the Gift of Simplicity
Our friend Kit over at Pretty Bitter has taken the idea of a “one thing” to-do list a step further. He has created 2×3 sticky notepads with the phrase “I will do one thing today.” pre-printed on each note. Even better yet, they’re only $1. They make great gifts for colleagues and friends. Check them out!
confession
i keep a sharp blade close to my bed..
no i dont use it, as much as im tempted to..
sometimes i do think..
wouldnt it be better if you were scarred from the outside.. to get you distracted from the scars that cant be seen..?
sorry.. i do mean it..
I know it's not my place
To tell you what you're doing wrong
Sometimes I think about your face
And there's times that I don't think of you at all
and sometimes i dont have the patience..
AtsakytiPanaikintisometimes i just cant handle the pain
and you know what i do?
i let the other person misunderstand.. without bothering to correct..
because of this.. i really do feel like a failure..
failing myself and those around me,,
and i even thoughts my studies are gonna help..
sigh...
its been bothering me A LOT lately....
well that and a bunch of other things..
the good side is..
i no longer hesistate about my NEXT MOVE
i know.. when it comes to my job and my career..
i just dont know what to do when it comes to family
and friends
i've heard long ago.. that i shouldnt be in control of the situation.. and i shouldnt let the situation control me either
i have to be flexable.. and fast.. like catching a prey i guess?? or no?
speaking of weird examples.. i had one while i was in the tub today.. its quiet funny but its true
imagine urself as a bath tub.. or whatever lol
the effect people leave are like foam..?
aaah.. i forgot where i was heading with this.. soo.. never mind that stupid stupid example..
but for the record.. it did make sense while i was in the tub lol
oh god.. =(
im blessed.. im truly blessed..
help me see that.. will you?
nighty folks...
Labels: Me, sleepless, thoughts, what i hate
Quote of the day
The colossal misunderstanding of our time is the assumption that insight will work with people who are unmotivated to change. Communication does not depend on syntax, or eloquence, or rhetoric, or articulation but on the emotional context in which the message is being heard. People can only hear you when they are moving toward you, and they are not likely to when your words are pursuing them. Even the choices words lose their power when they are used to overpower. Attitudes are the real figures of speech.
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then you'll see there's so much more than curves..
Sunday, June 13, 2010
if you were a song..
what would it be?
my answer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=py3Hl0qJPRU
poem
إني أعرف أن هذهـ مكرمةٌ فيك يابلوتس
مثلما أعرف ظاهر سماك
إن الشرف لهو موضوع حكايتي
أنا لا أأدم رأيك أو سواك من الناس في هذه الحياه
لكني أنا لنفسي وحدي
أغفل عن طيب خاطرٍ على أن لا أكون على أن أحيا
لأكون في فزعٍ من شيٍ هو مثلي
إني ولدت حراً مثل قيصر وكذلك أنت
كلانا طعِم كما طعِم
وكِلانا يستطيع أن يحتمل من برد الشتاء مايحتمل
ففي ذات يومٍ قرنٍ عاصفٍ والتيبر المضطرب يدافع ضفتيه
قال قيصر
أتقدِم ياكاسيوس
أن تقذف نفسك وسط هذا النهر الهائج
وتسبح معي حتى ظفة النهر الأخرى
فما كاد أن يتم كلمته حتى قذفت بنفسي
وأنا في شبة سلاحي
ودعوته أن يلحق بي
والحظ والغفران
كان العباب يزمجر ونحن نلطم بغضبٍ شديد
وننحي الموج ونكافح بقلبين متباريين
ولكن قبل أن نصل إلى الموضع المرشود صاح قيصر
إنجيني ياكاسيوس وإلا غرقت
أنقمت من لبب التيبر القيصر المنعوج
فهذا الرجل
أصبح الأن إلاهاً
وكاسيوس مخلوقٌ تعيس
عليه أن ينحني بجسمه
إذا أطرق له قيصر برأسه دون احتفال
أصابته الحمى حين كان في أسبانيا
وكلما ألمت به نوبةٌ كنت ألحظه كيف يرتعد
وشفتاهـ الجبانتان هربتا بلونهما ونفس تلك العين
التي رمقةٌ منها تروع العالم
فقدت بريقها
لقد سمعته يأن أين عمري
ولسانه ذلك الذي يشخص الرومان أن يأمروا جيوشهم
وأن يدونوا خطبهم في كتبهم
صاح ياللأسف
ناولني شربةً ياتتنياس!!
كالصبية المريضه
أيتها الآلهه
إني ليدهشني أن رجلاً على هذه الجبلة الخرعه
أن يسبق هكذا إلى مُلك الدنيا ويحمل راية النصر وحدهـ
So tell me you need me and I will stay
AtsakytiPanaikintiYou believe me and I will wait
That you'd come back for me every time I fall
In your heart there's just no place
There's no room to make a mistake
And with one wrong turn you would never make it home
I know you would never say
What I did that made you feel so small
Spent the whole year on my face
Now with a little help I'll stand up on my own, my own
i wanna say alot of things.. but im stopping myself..
dont ask me why
im already asking myself that
being misunderstood in a bath tub
you know what bothers me?
being misunderstood..
and im often being misunderstood.. due to the fact that i suck at communicating with others..
whenever i need/want to say something.. the other person doesnt get it, sometimes they do.. partially. and at other times.. they take the complete opposite percpective that i intended to make..
dont worry.. its on my resolution list to fix it.. and god help me i will..
its just that i feel like im losing a lot of things on the way to reaching my goal you know...
ainda bem para si...
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The colossal misunderstanding of our time is the assumption that insight will work with people who are unmotivated to change. Communication does not depend on syntax, or eloquence, or rhetoric, or articulation but on the emotional context in which the message is being heard. People can only hear you when they are moving toward you, and they are not likely to when your words are pursuing them. Even the choices words lose their power when they are used to overpower. Attitudes are the real figures of speech.
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